2007.05.15

trauma doc (the doc traumatised me.)

È­¿äÀÏ ¿ÀÈÄ: i can't believe it's already 2007³â05¿ù15ÀÏ!   i can't believe it's already the 15th day'f may, 0.5way thru may.   i can't believe it's already may, almost 0.5way thru the yr.   i can't believe it's already 2007, more than 0.5way thru the decade n' almost 10 yrs since i graduated college.   well, shoot; @ some pt, i'll hafta accept that.   recently, (i think 'twas cos'f a thread on bronx's junkyard forums) i was thinkin' 'bout how this ol' indian man @ my 1st job (ebmud) that sat in the cubicle 'cross from me sed, 'i always wondered why, when you're a kid time moves so slowly; but when you're an old man, time moves so quickly.   when you're a kid, you wait for summer break to end, and it takes forever.   when you're an adult, it seems like there's never enough time, and your kids grow up so fast.'   i kind of paraphrased what he said, so i used the single quotes.   that was like 10 yrs 'go that he sed that.   he was a nice man.   i always worried that he distrakted me from my werk cos he didn't have much werk 4 himself n'd always chat w/ me when i needed to get my werk done.   [later] in a way, i wish i werked w/ more guys like him still... cos he was philosophikal n' thought n' reflekted on life (but was still an engr).

2day, durin' my lunchbrk, i went to c the beautiful kaela hwang @ her clinik.   honestly, her treatments make my knee feel better.   that orthopedist, he made me feel horrible... emotionally n' psychologikally.   b4 cin' him, i felt good 'bout my knee.   after cin' him, i became so apprehensive to walk.   check out what i posted on the snowbomb.com forums:

it takes sooo freaking long to get an mri with kaiser.   the docs all tell me not to do anything strenuous but don't tell me when - if ever - everything will be back to normal.   worse yet, the last doc i saw said that my acl might be torn... not that he really looked at it all that much... but i think he's just trying to cover his @$$ just in case.   geez! they might as well give me a false cancer diagnosis while they're at it... just in case!   they should tell everyone they only have six months to live.   grrr! it's quite frustrating.

well, i have an mri appointment next, next friday.   wow, it's going to be over a month since my injury by the time i get an mri!

do u have facebook?   here's a link to my facebook profile.   here's a link to my friendster profile.   here's a link to my myspace profile.   if u have ne'f these social netwerkin' accts, maybe u can add me as a friend!   does ne1 use yahoo 360°???   dude, we've gotta find sumpthin' that unites all these social netwerkin' sites the way trillian united all the diff im (instant msging) programs.   dude... last wk (n' prob'ly the wk b4), i kept cin' these annoyin' ads 4 zwinky.com.   kaela n' i wikied up zwinky.   it looks like some kind'f spyware!   u dl the program n' generate an avatar that sits in ur system tray or sumpthin'.   scary stuff, if u ask me.   it changes ur default search engine n' all, u know?   dude, i don't need a cartoon avatar!   i'd much use my own, real pic.   i think that ought to be a law.   u ought to have ur pic on the internet so that ppl know whatchu look like.   i mean, shoot... i think every1 ought to have a well.updated blog, but that ain't gonna happen.

4 lunch 2day, kaela n' i ate @ thai pepper, rt 'cross the street from her clinik.   we went there cos'f an entertainment book ¢oupon; but after we sat down, kaela realised that the ¢oupon's only valid during dinner, not lunch.   rats.   kaela ordered panang curry chicken, n' i ordered green bean pork.   the fud was pretty good.

this morn, i skateboarded 'round the block w/ sooni.   i'm not yet jumpin' off curbs or olliein'; just rollin', crusin', n' sidewalk carvin'.   i enjoi it 'nuff @ this pt; n' so does sooni.

rt now, i have this painful ulcer on my tongue n' an infekted cut on the inside'f my bottom lip.   honestly, these r blessings cos they make it painful to eat, n' i shouldn't eat 2 much since i can't get much exercise.