멱요일 오후: *sigh* each wk flies by, n' i don't get all the things done that i want to n' need to get done. :-( each month flies by, n' i don't get all the things done that i want to n' need to get done. :-( each yr flies by, n' i don't get all the things done that i want to n' need to get done. :-( it's thurs 2day. *sigh* last nite, i skipped sach's 700p turbo kick box (tkb) class @ the fremont ave; sunnyvale 24 hour fitness cos 1) i had 2 much stoopid werk to do @ werk.com, n' 2) i wanted to go home n' werk on dj stuff. well, i skipped tkb but didn't werk on dj stuff. instead, i bought some gro¢eries @ safeway n' went home n' cooked dinner: asparagus, shroom, red onion, n' tomato angel hair pasta w/ grilled salmon. i guess it aktually turned out quite well. we watched episodes 3 n' 4'f 별을 쏘다. *sigh* i wish i had more time each day, no doubt. sometimes (2 often) i feel groggy all morn. then, i feel like i don't really wake up till late in the afternoon or early evenin'. :-( also, i prefer not to deal w/ difficult ppl; i really do. i wish life weren't so comlicated. neway, was it pastor abel? he sed that we can't expekt to go thru life w/o sufferin' cos gee... jesus suffered 'lot 4 us, so... yah, i shouldn't complain.
[later] i know part'f this might be media hype, but man... have u noticed that stuff that's made in china lately has lots'f bad, bad probs?! all this toxic dog fud n' toxic toys n'... man! c? that's why i avoid buyin' stuff made in china. ppl've sed that it's much ¢heaper to manufakture skateboard decks in china, even if u use canadian maple. ppl've also sed that these made.in.china decks r sometimes stronger cos they use glue (4 the plywood) that r illegal in the usa. urgh... yah, u get a stronger deck that might last u like a month, but u'r doin' so much damage to the earth! i prefer to buy skate (skateboarding) produkts that r made in the usa. just now, i bought my 1200 mah lg chocolate battery on ebay. i confirmed w/ the buyer that the battery's made in korea. man, i really need this new, extended.life battery cos my current battery runs out so fast! i'm also ponderin' buyin' a car charger.
[later] gee, i sure think that i wish i could have time to sit 'round n' do nuthin'. i mean... i know that sounds like 1'f those things that u'd regret u wished if u were to wish it. i mean... 'f course i need to werk cos i need $$$ to pay the bills n' pay the mortgage. however, gee... i sure wish i could get paid to sit 'round n' do nuthin'. life's sometimes 2 stressful n' hektic. however... whate'er, dude; i just sed that i shouldn't ever complain' 'bout "sufferin'." i'd like time to rest, to get good exercise, to relax, to clean up the house, to do yardwerk, to play w/ sooni, to go out n' have a daytrip w/ the beautiful kaela hwang to napa... or more like a 2.day
trip. 'member back in circa 1998, i used to quote the smashing pumpkins' "despite all my rage, i'm still just a rat in a cage"? [later] almost 10 yrs later, i'm still thinkin' 'bout that lyric. i'm s'pposed to back off on some'f my favourite physikal aktivities rt now n' concentrate on my physikal therapy exercises. i mentioned that i went to the kaiser pt yesterday morn, didn't i? maybe i didn't. neway, i did. i mean, i did go. yah, ... [later] so i have some pt exercises to do: leg extensions, leg lifts, squats, lunges, etc. however, if i don't do my usual favourite physikal aktivities, then i worry that i'm not gettin' 'nuff exercise. i feel bloated, u know?