bb’s babblings

in hindsight, what would have been the proper action with the strange guy on the bart? on one hand it would have been all heroic to try to stop him or block the impact of the blast. trying to stop him though, untrained and unsure if there was anything to stop, i don’t know if i’d have the skills or the guts to do it. on another hand, to survive, it’d probably be the best course of action to, like a whole bunch of the people there, move away and or get off the train. when i told my fam, they were like, what the hell? why did you just sit there. you should have left the train. there wasn’t any question. that’s the normal order of things.

of all the days that was the one i brought my chumash with me.

i passed on a secret a long time back, as praise and proof, and then it came back and bit both the teller and the subject in the foot. it was supposed to be all goodness but flipped upside down it lost everything and came out all devoid of meaning and sacrifice.

more things should be left unsaid. sorry