bb’s babblings

i switched from statcounter to sitemeter and realized that like every fourth click to my site lands on a category page (which no longer exist). i tried to update my google sitemap but found out i need to upgrade wordpress to get it working =/ well now i have the latest version of wordpress up. i’m slowly adding links to the most popular pages, although i’m limiting myself to 15 min a day on this. and i think i’m gonna start writing regularly here again. just because, well my other sites are kind of focused and this guy is my little playground of random blurbs.

this has been a crazy week. they’ve all been crazy, not like thailand is beautiful crazy, but busy crazy, so if all goes well i officially start on the 20th, although i’m already going there now. i haven’t been dancing or gymming for the past two weeks. no time. i get to work around noon and leave around ten. on wednesdays i head out earlier to hit up my real estate finance class. on weekends i try to catch up socially and catch up with my online real estate practice course. with little success.

a super cool gal from middle school and cal has been in touch lately. she’s really living life. i love people that know how to live. i’ve been trying to catch up with a few other friends, but the hours kill me. this week my goal is to try to start around 9:30 or 10 (traffic steals too much time if earlier) and see how much i can get done. this weekend i tried to go kick it with j, also a friend all the way back from middle school through cal. it just wasn’t meant to be. my car is in milbrae at a gas station. died twice. luckily got off the highway both times. happy to be alive. next weekend get to watch c perform. can’t wait to kick it with her too. it’s weird, even though i have a lot to learn in social skills, somehow i’ve been blessed with the opportunity to meet some really wonderful people, and lately, with like no time, i’ve been even more in touch with them than when i actually had a little bit. still work to be done.

i think i’ve become a wacker person lately. kind of like a little rodent in search of the two f’s except for me the second f starts with an m. not that i ever was on top of things, but to become better i need to switch my schedule a bit. get home eightish and maybe go out a little, start dancing again, and start working out, get more sleep. it may be unrelated, but i think it might change some chemicals.

i’m really glad i’ve been in a lil contact with my old roomie, the gal from my middle school, my friend in canada, my friend j, the mantle, and a little of c-though not nearly enough. also got to see a long lost work buddy leave to teach in korea. how cool! i really miss my dance buddies though and my last roomies. i also really miss raindrops. even though every week it seems more hopeless, at the same time i miss her even more. strange how life works.

what’s scaring me a bit is i’ve gotten a lot worse at keeping in touch with fam. again hours excuse, but excuses are worthless.

last week finally got the checkups my last doc denied. so far seem ok, although my tb vaccine is so strong that i show up positive. luckily there’s a new blood test which cleared me and saved me from the drugs. it’s funny, the difference a good doc makes. i also found out a secret from my friend: if you don’t have insurance or if your doc is as nice as my last one, planned parenthood can help you out with doc visits about certain topics and even with regular physicals too. pretty cool.

ok i better head to bed. gotta deal with the auto shop tomorrow and take caltrain. lovely.