cspa and ughp
went bowling with the peer advisors. ah, such a cool group of ppl. i feel really lucky to have been part of this team. we did a good job and i’m really proud that we actually got the class surveys going. bowling was tight, especially after the disco started and we danced half the time. the awards were really cool too. just love it.
afterward, went to a ug event nearby. i love it, an underground rave within 10-15 minutes drive. it’s just like that warehouse in campbell that bobo and i used to check on saturday nights. man. i miss that guy. ep gave us the info hookup and thanks to him two pj’s got to dance their butt’s off. it’s really weird dancing outside the dna lounge environment. like the dancers aren’t as amazing. i know i have a lot to learn, but i feel a lot more comfortable near the circle. i think tonight i got better at jacking. and for a few spurts i was really vibing. still a long road ahead. pj was tearing it up as was id. we stopped by the safeway afterward, buying two grapefruit. mm.
ok, plan for tomorrow. sleep til 1 or 2, possibly get a leather sofa, call and give sat scores, visit grandma, possibly go to house practice. afterward gonna head home.
pj said a really cool thing today. it was really surprising to hear such wisdom straight bust into a regular conversation.
“it’s cool to respect someone and give them props, but you really shouldn’t do so by capping on yourself.” well not in those words, but i was like, whoa. dude. that’s straight up from the rabbi’s lectures. mad deepness. i always wonder about this stuff, compliments and such. when i see something that’s really tight and that i like, i really want to tell the person. the thing i worry bout though is if i find these things so often, does it make my compliments less heartfelt and meaningful. ugh, i dunno. it’s really tough because i want to give props, but i don’t want to wear them out. ok, i’m bout to fall down. nights