i am all about going to bali! tell me what i need to do and i'll get to it... as soon as i finish my medicine exam. yikes...
more importantly, i wanted to let you all know that ashwin left boston less than two hours ago. he's driving to texas, staying with his parents for about a week and then flying up to chicago to start his residency. i've spent a lot of time with him the past three weeks, since he came back from south america. his departure is no surprise, but i never though it would hurt this much. it's not just that he's leaving, but that we've decided to break things off. he's just not ready to really commit and ask me to come to chicago for him. blah, blah, blah i'm sure i've told this to you all many times. we had a nice couple of weeks- went to his senior week events, i went to his graduation with his family, we went out for some fancy dinners. today, just before he drove off, we had a late lunch at legal seafoods. that was where we had our first date, over two and a half years ago. that date was terrible. but somehow we made it back there today. if it's not obvious by this text, i'm a wreck. i told him i'd call him when i "get my studying under control." really, i just need to move on. but sometimes i just can't stand it, it's so lonely in boston now. i'll probably need to call him at some point, but hopefully i can keep it at a minimum until all these emotions blow over.
Posted by Rashmee at May 31, 2005 03:29 PM Posted to Rashmee