stillness

作詞： JUN OHTOMO & okui, masami
作曲： JUN OHTOMO
編曲： YAMACHI
  歌： okui, masami
 CDs： - okui, masami: crossroad (KICS-964)
英訳： Teresa Ko (http://www.okui-masami.net/)

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 不意に襲われてしまう　あるはずのない面影
 あなたの笑顔に見え隠れしていた「寂しさ」に気づけなくて
 育ち続けた想いをただ押しつけていたんだね
 それが正しいと信じた瞳に涙が溢れた
  fui ni osowarete shimau  aru hazu no nai omokage
  anata no egao ni miegakureshite ita 'sabishisa' ni kidzukenakute
  sodachitsudzuketa omoi wo tada oshitsukete ita n'da ne
  sore ga tadashii to shinjita hitomi ni namida ga afureta
     I was suddenly attacked
     By shadows that weren't there
     For I hadn't noticed the 'loneliness'
     That peeked out sometimes from under your smile
     It seems I was only forcing onto you
     The feelings that were growing inside of me
     As I came to understand that,
     Tears flowed from my eyes

 このままきっと忘れられて行くんだろう
 このままずっと忘れられないんだろう　あなたを
 同じ場所でI love you… I miss you…
 なんて意味のない言葉
  kono mama kitto wasurerarete iku n'darou
  kono mama zutto wasurerarenai n'darou  anata wo
  onaji basho de I love you... I miss you...
  nante imi no nai kotoba
     Just the way things are now,
     Surely I can forget and move on
     Just the ways things are now,
     I'll never be able to forget you, will I...
     In this very place, 'I love you...', 'I miss you...'
     What meaningless words they are...

 あの日からひとつだけ頭を離れないのは
 最後にあなたがくれた「やさしさ」嘘だとは思えなくて
 育ち続けた想いはカタチを変える事さえ
 出来ずに今でも居場所のないまま　彷徨っているのに
  ano hi kara hitosu dake atama wo hanarenai no wa
  saigo ni anata ga kureta 'yasashisa' uso da to wa omoenakute
  sodachitsudzuketa omoi wa KATACHI wo kaeru koto sae
  dekizu ni ima demo ibasho no nai mama  samayotte iru noni
     From that day on,
     The only thing I could believe was that
     The 'kindess' you gave me at the very end
     Was not a lie
     Even so, my feelings have kept growing
     And, unable to reshape even now,
     I wander about aimlessly,
     Completely lost.

 このままそっと忘れられて行くまえに
 このままそっと忘れてしまいたい　あなたを
 この胸にはI love you… I miss you…
 決して届かない言葉
  kono mama sotto wasurerarete yuku mae ni
  kono mama sotto wasurete shimaitai  anata wo
  kono mune ni wa I love you... I miss you...
  keshite todokanai kotoba
     Just the ways things are now,
     Before I can quietly forget and move on
     Just the ways things are now,
     I want to quietly forget about you    
     The words in my heart, 'I love you...', 'I miss you...'
     Will never reach you.

 気節がそっと通り過ぎて行くように
 あなたをそっと忘れてしまいたい　いつまでも
 変わらずずっとI love you… I miss you…
 なんて意味のない言葉
  kisetsu ga sotto toorisugite yuku you ni
  anata wo sotto wasurete shimaitai  itsu made mo
  kawarazu zutto I love you... I miss you...
  nante imi no nai kotoba
     Like the seasons quietly passing by
     I want to quietly forget about you, for all time
     Forever unchanging, I love you... I miss you...
     What meaningless words they are...

 I love you… I miss you…
 決して届かない
  I love you... I miss you...
  keshite todokanai
     I love you... I miss you...
     They will never reach you.