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Sunday, 9-26-2004

I've got nothing constructive to say.  I just wanted to update my site.  Now that I have all this wonderful web-development experience, I might try and do something uber-cool here.  Then again, Im pretty laz... err.. ahem.... busy.  so we'll just wait an see.


Wednesday, 8-11-2004

South Dakota is beautiful.  Man, if it were near an ocean, Id be all over that.

Mostly I just want to look at how politically divided America is right now.  I doubt there has been as great a divide since the Civil War, and its only getting worse.  I think this can be seen no better in these recent Gallup polls about Iraq.

 

How is it that the republicans are so galvanized for the war, while the democrats are equally against it?  Surely, there are doves and hawks in both parties.  I believe if the war were really going badly, it would show across the spectrum... and likewise if the war were going well.  At least there wouldn't be such a difference between peaks.  Could it be that for most people, Iraq is symbolic of President Bush's abilities as a leader?  Even then, why does one side feel so alienated?

In truth, President Bush to me looks like a mirror image of Ronald Reagan, who to this day is still one of the most popular presidents ever... yet they loath Bush.  Because of this, I believe that liberal outrage was not so much directed at the president, but at the fact that in a country so evenly divided, they were not being represented.    Conservatives hold the House, the Senate, the Presidency, a majority of state legislatures, and many would argue the Supreme Courts.  Republicans continue to eek out victories by the narrowest of margins, but govern as if by mandate.  In turn, I also believe that all that anger has put conservatives on kind of a defensive.  They lash out back at the left like a wounded animal, setting aside reason for political survival.

What this leaves is a country no longer governed by reasonable debate on either side.  Both have become so controlled by raw emotion, that the issues don't even matter... only the party.  And for almost 20 years, this process of polarization has only fed itself.  Both sides do what they must to energize their bases to turn out the voters, which means they must stoke that anger.  Just look at Howard Dean.  Just look at Rush Limbaugh.  These people are the norm now.

150 years ago, this kind of polarization was truly the powder keg that led to civil war.  Slavery was the spark then.  What might be the spark now?  And what could possibly lead to reconciliation?

 


Thursday, 7-8-2004

Good 4th of July.  Unfortunately, I have a table of fireworks sitting in my apartment because of fire hazards up at Tahoe.  And man, that drive gets longer every time.  EVERY time.  I gotta get my tickets to South Dakota soon or I'll be driving cross half the country too.


Thursday, 7-01-2004

Busy week.  Actually busy few weeks.  My days seem to be going really fast at work because there is so much to do.  Meetings... coding... testing... sounds boring but somehow it works.  My evenings have been pretty busy.  Gone out to the valley a few times this week.  My trip up to Berkeley was pretty cool, especially BBQing in Walnut Creek.  Mostly I wish there was more time in the day.  I'm reading a whole lot more, which is cool.  Means less time for the stupid TV, which reality shows are taking over.  Good riddance.  Next up, Clinton's Memoirs.


Friday, 6-11-2004

 President Ronald Reagan
1911-2004

I know in my heart that man is good.
That what is right will always eventually triumph.
And there’s purpose and worth to each and every life.

 


Friday, 5-28-2004

Here's an article featuring Heather, about the Berkeley club tennis team.  Go Bears!

I expect another one for Mandy next monday, as the New York Times interviewed her about med school.


Tuesday, 5-25-2004

Mandy and Kristy graduated from Cal last weekend.  Congratulations guys!  Now that its done, doesn't it seem like it went so fast?  I miss school.

Here's a picture I dug up from when I played high school football.  Man, how times have changed.


Saturday, 3-23-04

So the updates.  I'm out of my old apartment and in with my high school friend Dave... for another two weeks.  Then we upgrade again to a duel master.  Amazingly close to the same price as the cave I had in college.  Only this cave comes with tennis courts out front, a big swimming pool 50 feet down, and... NATURAL LIGHT!  Yeah I'm excited.  


Saturday, 2-14-04

My Mom at school

Student nurse Jill Bischel checks an IV on a mock patient in Sierra College's registered nursing program.

Saturday, 1-31-04
This is a very interesting argument for those of you who think the only argument against global warming is economic.  Not saying that global warming isn't real or anything... there tend to be more compelling arguments for it than against.  But we should always look at both sides.

http://www.clearlight.com/~mhieb/WVFossils/ice_ages.html


Tuesday, 1-20-04
I've developed a very concise definition of what work really means.


(step number algorithm developed by Dave McGuire)


Sunday, 1-18-04
I'll be moving in with my friend Dave by next month, which I'm really looking forward to.  I'll be updating the mailing address as soon as I can, here for people who read this.

Also up are directions on how to play the tic-tac-toe game, since really this was only meant to be a engine with a GUI (graphical user interface) covering up the real meat of the program.


Tuesday, 1-14-04
Work... it has its good days and its, well, more boring days.  I've been working on two projects mainly right now, one of which is pictured below.  This is a conceptual design for a new orbiter.  I got to help design the thrust takeout structure and the brackets connecting the orbiter to the booster.


Sunday, 1-11-04
Skiing is great, isn't it?  I got my first taste of LA skiing yesterday up at big bear.  It was like white streets leading down the hill, all other areas being rocks and dirt where the snowmakers failed to reach.  Around 6 the lights came on, streetlamps showing the way down our white roads.  Looking up from the bottom, it was hard to tell the difference between the hill and my neighborhood.  Lots of people playing in the streets.


Monday, 1-05-04
Welcome back to our show today.  Been a while since there has been an update (I call that a lack of REAL news).  Just kidding, lots has happened... Cal won a bowl!  Who woulda thunk that.  As for me, did a single day of skiing over the break.  No pictures, but you probably wouldn't have seen me through the snow anyways.  Got to hang out with the family for a bit, which was awesome, as seen below.  My parents got me a radar detector for christmas (not like I need that, I dont speed).  I was making an internet version of tic-tac-toe, but writing it in javascript didn't pan out.  I got a C# book for Christmas, so soon as I figure out how, I'll release my unbeatable super Deep-Blue-Tic-Tac-Toe. and there was much rejoice...


Thursday, 12-04-03
I have to start filling out my security clearance paperwork today.  That's right, I'll soon have "secret" military clearance.  And by soon I mean 6-8 months after processing the paperwork.  "Secret" clearance shouldn't be confused with "Top Secret" or "Classified", so don't expect me to know who really shot Kennedy, how they faked the moon landing, or where in the world is Carmen Sandiego.


Wednesday, 11-12-03

Thoughts from Scott Adams:

Troubling Questions:
1)  How uninformed must a voter be before it's okay to call him dumb?
2)  If all the voters have roughly the same goals and the same information, but half of the voters vote one way and half vote the other way, doesn't that mean half of them are dumb?
3)  How can we tell which half is the dumb half?


Wednesday, 10-29-03
This is the best picture of where the fires are.  What you see here is there are really three main fires.  The one on the top is in LA county, and has gotten close to my friends Shannon and Joey.  Probably Joyce up in Thousand Oaks, but that looked ok on the maps.  The middle one is where I live, in the San Bernardino Valley.  This picture musta been taken when the winds were blowing towards us, but they are blowing away now.  The big fire now is the San Diego fire, the bottom one.  It came up to Kelli's home (my sister's roommate), where the firemen where able to make a stand.


Tuesday, 10-21-03
More fires in Redlands.  Normally not a big deal in socal, but today was different.  There were three HUGE wildfires that surrounded the whole valley.  This picture is the one to the south.  Its kinda cool, looking any which way, and seeing huge flames in the hills.  Well, I guess they don't call it Redlands for nothing.


Sunday, 10-19-03
Yesterday we went to see Cal vs UCLA at the Rosebowl... a bunch of friends made the trip down from Berkeley.  Pilan, Connie, and Miranda are the three to my right.  Mellissa is the girl at the bottom.  I can't remember the other two, they were friends of Miranda and Connie I think.  It was such a close game, such a heartbreaker.  Overtime loss.  UHHH.  Well, I still had a blast.


Friday, 10-10-03
Ethel and Minha came out to visit the other night.  We hung out in the downtown farmers market... drinkin smoothies from hollowed out pineapples.  Ethel proved to be an expert rock climber on the rock wall, racing to the top.  I woulda gone too, but I had a sprained eyelash. =)


Monday, 9-29-03
Wow.  What a game.  If you didn't go, you probably regret it.  We were up 21-7 at the half, when Pilan wanted to make a bet that Cal would win by more than a touchdown... but I knew better.  I told him we would win in the third overtime.  He would have bet his first child against that happening.  But you know what? Triple overtime win against the #3 team in that nation is more fun than winning by seven. 


Thursday, 9-04-03
Courtesy of Janet.   http://math.berkeley.edu/~corn/haikus.html
I think I found a roommate, but he wouldn't be coming till next month.  Seem's cool enough I guess, his name is Ryan.  Nothings final yet, but I'll keep any details coming.  Now, in conclusion... I'd steal Lam's joke from his web page, but instead I'll find my own.  Since my birthday is coming up soon... 

Q: What do birthday candles and the Buffalo Bills have in common?
A: They get blown out on the same day every year.


8-27-03
So for the past month, I've been borrowing my parents minivan.  Now they are quietly starting to push me to bring it back, which means its time to start shopping for a new car.  Problem #1: I know nothing about cars.  Of new cars available, Id be interested in the Hyndai Tiburon or a Jeep Wrangler.  But thats gonna be 450 a month for like 4 years, not always a good thing.  My friend John said he would sell me his truck for 600, which isnt too bad.  Though I don't know how much more that truck has in it.  My high school friend Kris was trying to sell me his car for 15K, which it may be worth... but I don't really want a used luxury car.  I'd say between those first three, or maybe if I can find a good used car somewhere else... thats where Im at.  Man, I wish I knew anything about cars. =P


Thursday, 8-14-03
You've seen Dr. Pepper, and Mr. Pibb... of course my personal college standby was Dr. Skipper.  You figure if it has a surname, its gotta be pretty respectable.  But I have a new rival to throw into the mix, equal in prowess.  Dr. Thunder, as seen in the machine outside of Walmart.  
I wonder if you could sell more sodas if you add end titles? I figure the more syllables, the better.  If I made a soda, it would be Dr. Max Power M.D.  Speaking of soda names, noticed dnL?  7up's new product.  Apparently if you put labels on upside-down, it also sells.  Go figure.  

 

 


Monday, 8-11-03
4000 Hours
Pretty funny.stuff... Ben found this very articulate clip from G.W. Bush.  I don't really have anything else... so latez. 


Sunday, 8-10-03
Patrick and Hido came down to visit this weekend, and to play in some video game tournament I guess.  It's been cool being able to chill with my college buddies still, mostly since I don't much else to do.  Niners looked good in preseason, and... Kyle Boller?!?! looked like a PRO?!?!  Who woulda thought.


Friday, 8-08-03
My sister has become vastly obsessed with Homestarrunner... almost to an unhealthy extent.  I must congratulate her, putting off her MCAT studies to battle villagers as Trogdor.  I too have made a point of thoroughly exploring the site, and fully intend to purchase merchandise from them.  Beanies and t-shirts come first.  Bumper stickers come later.


Monday, 8-04-03
I got my own desk today.  Complete with coffee mug.  I tried some caffeinated coffee (two parts coffee, nine parts sugar), but it mostly made me sick.  Maybe it was just too much sugar.


Sunday, 7-03-03
I think I found a really good church today that I plan on getting involved with.  Trinity Church, the next exit down the freeway, seems similar in many ways to First Presbyterian Church in Berkeley... about the same size and similar message.  Most importantly, I didn't feel out of place, but that this could be a home for me. 


Saturday, 8-02-03
I got a TV now... a nice big 27 incher.  Now, rather than play guessing games about who's that actor on my tiny monitor, I'll be "experiencing" my movies, at least according to the box.  Oh, speaking of movies, you should check out Strongbad's latest movie... Dangeresque 2 (and a preview for 3).


Thursday, 7-31-03
Life is full of regrets.  Sometimes its for the things you have said.  Sometimes for the things you didn't.  I hate dwelling on the past, but I can't help it.  How would things be different if I could have said what I wanted to?  Would they be better?


Wednesday, 7-30-03
Aww, freakin roommates.  Always adding drama to my life.  One minute he lifts my spirits up, then he stomps them back to the ground. (>_<)  Now I'm gonna be feelin like crap for the rest of the week.


Tuesday, 7-29-03
I'm in the last 50 pages of Philistine, and I have to say its been an eye opening book.  It's obviously horribly biased against any Arab perspective, where for instance, its analysis of the Arab mind says they focus on lies and deceit, thievery and murder as a way of common life. He goes on to apologize to the few Arabs who don't fit this description, but says it qualifies for the masses... How people can let hate consume them like that alludes me.
However, the historical analysis and political arguments are top notch, and thoroughly documented.  He combines powerful propaganda and induces strong emotions from the reader... very persuasive.  
After tonight, that'll make 5 books for the summer.  I can't remember the last time I've read that much just for fun.


Monday, 7-28-03
I got a refrigerator today, on my brand new Sears credit card.  The fridge rental people missed me today, and tried to reschedule for next week... but I've had enough of them.  So naturally I bought my own.  I've never had a credit card, but, as murphy's laws would predict, I do have bad credit.  This is largely due to a mystery bill I never received that went to collections.  You gotta love the kind folk down at the collection agencies.  They are like legal bookies, trying to hunt you down... so they can break your thumbs.  I suspect they don't care so much about the money as the pleasure of making you squirm.


Sunday, 7-27-03
Today was my first shot at finding a new church... not all that successful.  I actually went to morning and evening services for two different churches.  I had hoped to go to my friend Chris's church, but wasn't able to get in touch with him.  I guess I'll try that next week.

The morning was for the United Methodist Church in downtown.  It was a tossup between going there and First Prez, but UMC started 10 minutes later and since I was a little late, that was the kicker.  The service was very old fashion, and the members were... well... very old.  The reverend talked about picnics he had during the great depression, and they celebrated a couples 57th wedding anniversary.  As cool as that is, I felt really out of touch with the congregation. 

In the evening I went to this non-denominational church, called "The Rock".  It was one of those huge mega-churches, complete with television audience and fire-and-brimstone preacher.  Very charismatic, much like my cousin's church... and I know the harvest is good at churches like that.  But I already know that its not my home in God.  He spent most of the time warning members not to be deceived by other religions, picking mostly on Mormons and Jehovah's Witnesses.  One interesting passage he brought up was Galacians 1:6... which warns against false gospels, even if they are brought by angels.  Interesting case against the Book of Mormon. 


Saturday, 7-26-03
I was hacked!!  What the heck?? Apparently someone put several illegal copies of a bunch of movies in some buried directories.  gawd, who knows what's on my computer now.  I already found 4 gigs of crap that don't belong to me.  I think I'd better talk with my roommate bout this, being the "l33t" hacker he claims to be.


Saturday 7-26-03
Its hot.  I'm bored.  I thought I'd share those two things with you.  I wish I was in Berkeley.


Thursday, 7-24-03
So Saddam's sons were killed the other day, and they released pictures of their bodies today.  Pretty gruesome stuff, Id have to say... something I'd rather not have seen.  I question the decision of releasing those pictures, but hopefully it is what the people of Iraq needed to see.  I pray that a lasting peace emerges from this whole mess, cause this is an area of the world in desperate need of healing.


Wednesday, 7-23-03
More of the same.  I'm telling myself to just push through to that first paycheck, then I'll have enough money to do something other than work and sleep.  Cause that's about it right now.  "I finished Daring to Draw Near", and am a few chapters into Philistine.  I'd watch TV except I don't have one.  I need to meet my neighbors, amongst other things.  Being proactive about meeting peeps has never been my strongest quality.


Tuesday, 7-22-03
I learned what all the acronyms mean, for the projects I am on.  I'm going to be working on three projects... IPAT, or the Integrated Propulsion Analysis Tool... ISMAT, which is the Integrated Solid Motor Analysis Tool, and ROCET, which has to do with modeling the plumbing in liquid rockets.  Sound impressive, eh?  Yeah.  We'll kinda, since I still don't really know what I'll be making.  My bet is snow cone machines... no no... espresso makers.  


Monday, 7-21-03
First day of work is in the books.  It wasn't very bad, only a few moments where I was afraid of screwing up.  Mostly I just read manuals about policies... and design rules.  I got assigned three projects but I have no idea what the acronyms mean.  Hopefully one of them doesn't mean I get assigned as lab rat #2, cause I'm pretty sure lab rat #2 gets a shot for cancer and another for its highly painful cure.  I'm pretty sure I am just a code monkey though.  At least I'm not one of those happy California cows pictured below.


Happy cows live in California.  -=/


Sunday, 7-20-03
Wow, new adventures every time I go down to LA.  When I drove back to Berkeley Friday night, I was stuck in traffic for three hours due first to a car wreck, and second to a fire that jumped the freeway outside of Pasadina.  I thought that was crazy enough... but that doesn't compare for on the way back here.

Today driving back, I was crawling along down I5 when on the other side of the freeway, a guy in his SUV was surrounded by cops, all with their shotguns drawn.  I think he was holding a passenger hostage.  That was the first time I saw guns pointed at someone else outside the movies or news... kinda scary.

Then that was topped when I passed through a major fire through the grapevine.  The whole hillside was engulfed in flames, shooting up hundreds of feet at points.  I could feel the intense heat as I drove by... It must have been pretty scary on the other side of the freeway.  So as opposed to last time, I got some pictures.


Approaching the outgoing edge of the fire.                                                The flames came right up to the edge of the freeway.


Saturday. 7-19-03
Byebye Berkeley.  =,(


Friday, 7-18-02
I'm down here in Redlands now, moving stuff into my apartment.  I opted not to spend the 500 on a UHaul, and stuffed as much stuff as I could in the back of the van.  That means I'll be back in Berkeley later this evening to get a second trip.  Mistake #1.

Additionally, On the way down at about the 5-580 Interchange, I looked back to realize in horror that the back was wide open (I originally thought I lost a box of stuff, but can't seem to figure out what might be missing).  So I pulled off the side of the road, hoped out the door, and once again, turned back in horror to realize I had left the door locked.  Keys still in the ignition.  Car still on.  AHHHHH.  Well, with the back gate open still, I had to do some unpacking on the freeway to crawl far enough in the back to reach the lock.  Needless to say, it was not the most pleasant trip.  I miss Berkeley already.


Tuesday, 7-15-03
I am back! Guess which is my new apartment.


Thursday, 7-10-03
Is it possible to run out of personality?  I think so.  My quota is running low.  I must have used it up sitting in front of my computer.  Hopefully it comes back, like Wolverine's health meter in any game featuring him.  OK, I'm off to visit my Grandma.


Wednesday, 7-09-03
I need to start packing up.  Man, I have a lot of crap.  Well if I get a big place, it should be ok anyways.  My main piece of news is you must see this link to the left (on the main page)... the Ping Pong one.  Its hilarious.  Also, I chopped a clip out of our spring break movie.  It was the fellowship shared amongst friends in the student housing at BYU.  The community that all the students build there is pretty amazing, there was a lot of love for life in that house.


Wednesday, 7-09-03
Just three more days till I'm expected to have a new apartment.  Well after living in a box for three years, a slightly bigger box is a welcome change.

Random Quote:
Tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you.  Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll have to touch to be sure.

Random Poll:

I'm hoping for unanimous results.


Monday, 7-07-03
My family celebrated the graduation of me and my cousin over the 4th of July weekend.  My uncle who works at an investment firm got me some cool books on economics and public fiscal policy, I'm sure of which I'll be able to understand very little.  None the less, they are actually the types of books I was trying to read for fun at the beginning of the summer, so that's cool.  

The Bill Bischel family got me this engraved bible, which is really cool.  Its so awesome that they support my Christianity like they do.  In fact, its probably really important to me, cause I don't feel like its something I could ever share with my sisters or my mom.  My sister, in a very serious mannor,  told me I was in a cult the other day, just cause I was listening to some Christian songs... and my mother was ripping on someone cause she thinks that "Christians carry a 'holier than thou' attitude."   I don't know what to say to them. Ug.


Tuesday, 7-01-03
Does this sound like a typical day for you?  "No thanks, I don't want the San Francisco Chronicle.  No thanks, I don't want to switch to MCI.  No, my windshields are not broken.  Yes I am eating dinner right now."  If it does, and unless you derive some sort of sick pleasure from it, I strongly suggest you register your number at www.donotcall.gov, the new anti-telemarketer list.  10,000,000 others signed up so far, and its only been available for a week!


Monday, 6-30-03
Terminator 3 is released tomorrow... I was a big fan of the originals.  To make things even better, it will be released on IMAX!  aww yeah.  OK, I know I should lower my expectations.   James Cameron isn't even directing it.  It'll probably be disappointing like Star Wars.  But I love the hype, what can I say?  I think I'm turning into an action junkie.  Also, I think I'll aim for a bbq this thursday.  Just because.  =)


Friday, 6-27-03
I just got back from strolling around campus... man what a beautiful day.  I've been out taking pictures of all the buildings on campus.  I don't know why.  I think walking through campus just brings me a great deal of peace.  During the school year, or looking for jobs, peace in my mind is a luxury hard to come by.  IV brought me that peace.  Playing the piano in Auburn brings me it too.  I think playing the guitar is starting to get me there.  


Thursday, 6-26-03
Arg... my internet is down!  I don't think I can deal!  I hate to be tied down to something... but I rely on internet perhaps more than most.  I communicate over IM with family and friends... I check my world news at cnn or drudgereport... correspond via email with high school friends... I keep tabs on game scores at espn... and even carry my only link to perhaps my future employer.  

UG... Im drowning here.  
Gasping... for... air....
World... growing.... dark....
hmm the Washington Post will only sustain me for so long in this barbaric internet-less world.


Wednesday, 6-25-03
Wealth based Affirmative Action (JUNE 24, 2003)


Monday, 6-23-03
So I'm pretty sure that I'm the only one who reads this page anyways... and with most of my updates going to my Xanga I figure this page is getting lonely.  So I'm trying do decide, should I update this page weekly... or maybe turn it into a journal (which I know people don't read... all the better).  Yeah, I think my Xanga will mostly hold any insightful stuff while this will be a boring log.  Yay.

OK that being said, Im gonna break the rule cause I don't wanna piss people off who read my Xanga, but never have read this.  Today the Supreme Court returned a split decision on Affirmative Action... striking down a point system used by the undergraduate program while upholding a more subjective system for the same schools law program.  I've never supported affirmative action in the university system... and frankly don't think I could ever understand where its proponents are coming from.  

I feel like white people are unfairly cast as, in general, as racist as the deep south was 50 years ago.  I grew up in a predominantly white, conservative, small town atmosphere.  Sure, there were a few bad seeds of racism (unless those guys flying the confederate flag were only advocating states rights... uhh yeah right), but the vast majority of white people didn't harbor any kind of hate what-so-ever because of race.  I remember thinking to myself... can I think of anyone in my class of 30 others who I believe could be in any way racist?  I couldn't think of one.  Even still, I remember talking to Walter, a guy I play chess with on campus at Berkeley, when he told me he wouldn't ever go up in the hills near where I lived... he would probably be arrested just for walking across the street because he was black.  There exists this strong assumption that, in general, white people must be racist. 

I believe there is, however, has created a sort of desperation to avoid that stigmatism amongst white people.  We will do whatever we can to avoid being labeled as racists.  Last year at "ethnicity day", I remember how awkward it was for us to go to the "white people" group.  That's just something always discouraged, grouping under the association of "white people", and frankly doesn't make any sense since there really isn't an ethnic identity to be shared.  They ended up talking most of the time about white guilt, how there is an underlying racism, or systemic racism, that holds people back... and how we needed to repent as white people for the sins of our past generations.  In my opinion, systemic racism could just be replaced with one word. poverty.  

I truly believe that put in a situation of economic equality, minorities would be as successful as white people.  I have trouble looking to Asian Americans without thinking... they suffer similar racism that blacks do, and yet educationally flourish.  How can that point to racism as the main obstacle in obtaining higher education?  How could you believe a blanket solution, like preferences on race, would really change those underlying problems?  I believe that the focus should be on the economic inequalities that hold people back in the educational system.  With out a doubt, if you come from a family with money, its easier to obtain an education.  You can afford all the luxuries (tutors, SAT classes, a computer) that otherwise aren't there.  Solutions should emphasize on where you grew up (benefiting areas with poor school systems), and things like the per capita household income.

I know I've presented only a simplified version of the whole argument, but this is a topic I've followed throughout high school and college, and all the debates and arguments have never persuaded me otherwise.  And I know so many of my friends have very passionately different views than I do, so if I've said anything here that has made you angry, I'm sorry.  I needed to get that stuff off my chest.


Wednesday, 6-11-03
So just for the heck of it, I was reading up on income redistribution through progressive taxes... maybe try to get a better grasp of in what ways the income gap is important to a society such as ours.  The idea is that a growing economic gap between the wealthy and middle classes is dangerous for society and unfair to the impoverished, because everything is concentrated amongst a few.  I've always felt that a better measuring stick is quality of life, if standards for the middle class are rising, then the gap becomes less important.  Its when the gap forces down the quality of life for everyone else that it becomes dangerous.  Anyways, the first google hit was a study that talked about the failure of progressive taxing to achieve its goals of redistribution of wealth, even that it has had the opposite of the intended effect.  I wasn't buying into the argument, but the second hit was another study that suggested that theoretically speaking progressive taxation could cause real wealth of the middle class to go either up or down.  What I really wanted was a study that talks about the successes of progressive taxing, or what factors specifically are important.  Maybe its time to hunt down a good econ book and figure it out.  Anything you've read that's a little more persuasive?


Tuesday, 6-10-03
I was trying to comment in a friends Xanga guestbook today when I decided that it was time to sign up for an account of my own.  I'm debating weather or not to make that my default blog.  I guess it'd be nice, its a little easier to deal with.  For now, I'll just link myself on the left, and backlink to here from my Xanga.  I'll have fun with it later.  Heh Heh.


Sunday, 6-08-03
OK, now I remember why I wanted to stay down in Berkeley rather than go home... my parents drive me nuts.  I got home and spent the whole night enduring nagging about getting a job.  Hey, I'm trying down here.  Library is just for the summer.  My parents totally changed our house; they got a new floor and repainted the inside a different color.  I still have to share a room with my 12 year old bro unless I opt to sleep on the couch (which I did). It looks really nice, but Auburn is becoming less and less my home.  Then again, I don't know how good I feel about calling my cubicle of an apartment in Berkeley home.  I don't even trust sending mail here.  I guess its kinda a point in my life where I have to rediscover where I belong.
Oh, I did manage to get a guestbook for my webpage!  It makes up for having no sort of response to my home-made blog.  Im hoping to get a response from everyone on my AIM buddylist at some point.  So go make my guestbook less lonely!


Friday, 6-06-03
Going home for the weekend... man I cant even remember the last time I could say that.  I don't think I even went home for Easter this year.  Oh wait, I did... just slept through the egg hunt.  haha.   Well I guess I am overdue then.  Im gonna try and do a major upgrade of my website next week, so keep your eyes open. =)


Wednesday, 6-04-03
Helped Emily move into her new place today.  Two u-haul trucks to get it there, and dang was so tired after moving it in.  I got home and crashed about 3:30 and slept till maybe 7:30, so yeah my hours are all screwed up again.  But it was all good, she treated to lunch and dinner so I'm happy (mmm thai food).
So I have a job interview I have to schedule for next week in San Diego.  Its a programming position at a company called Advatech Pacific.  I've been scrambling to put together some references (kinda hard to get in touch with TAs over the summer).  Hopefully things go ok, cause I don't have a whole lot of options right now. =X


Tuesday, 6-03-03
Wow, I really liked Matrix.  I mean, at least as much as the first one.  Is that because the first one was hyped up so much?  Or cause this one got mixed reviews?  Maybe cause I saw this one on IMAX the first time and the other one on my computer monitor.  But dang, what a cool movie.  I'm already looking forward to the third one.  And despite many peoples reservations, I liked the story also.  The twist was pretty crazy at the end, and the whole philosophy about choice versus fate was extremely interesting.  Like Emily said after seeing it: "Those guys musta smoked a lot before making that movie".  True, True.


Monday, 6-02-03
CWOW was pretty cool last night.  The pastor, Phil, introduced himself to me and told me a little bit about the church.  I talked to a couple other people, including Di, or Dianne, or something like that.  I forgot to ask but I think she was one of the speakers at DAC this year.  The church has a tiny congregation and what seemed like a close nit community, which is cool... and most of the people were IV grads.  It may be a little too small for me, but I like it better that way than too big like first prez.  You know, even though I went to first prez for a couple of years, I only new like three or four people who went there.  And when I found out later that others I knew went there, it was surprising, cause it was so big I never saw them.  I think thats one of the advantages of a smaller church.  Thanks Sharon, for coming out with me.  I don't think she liked it as much as first prez, but thanks for going anyways.  Next week I think I'm gonna goto Mosaic for sure.
Two other things that made today a good day.... 
1)  Matrix Reloaded on IMAX tonight!  Heading out to Dublin to see that.  AWW YEAH!!  
2)  I got an interview down at Advatech in San Diego, thanks to a friend.  Hopefully that will work out well.


Sunday, 6-01-03
I got my grades this morning, found out that I passed my one class.  Phew.  After that last final, I was sure I failed.  You would think its easier to do well with less classes.  That is not necessarily the case.  Well I met my goal of making it through college without ever failing a class.  I'm also trying to find a new church right now, First Prez has been a good place, but I don't feel it is my home.  I was going to go to Mosaic this morning, but I had to help my sister move to her new place.  I'm going to CWOW tonight at 5 instead.  Maybe Mosaic next week.


Saturday, 5-31-03
So today, I was trying to get our family's car to drive for world impact, but I couldn't get a hold of my sisters.  I managed to leave a message on one of their machines before picking up the car, but my younger sister didn't get the message... and reported it stolen.  Uh Oh.... Fortunately I didn't get pulled over, and considering how many cops I passed I'm kinda surprised I didn't (lazy cops), but this is not going to be so fun a mess to clean up.  Heath is pretty pissed off at me right now, which sucks cause I still promised to help her move out Sunday.  Maybe I can arrange it so I do the moving while she is doing something else.  I don't wanna do anything else to bother her right now =X.  Hope she forgives me soon.


Wednesday, 5-28-03
Janet and Lulu graduated yesterday in Math, making that the last graduation of the year.  All told, I went to the English, Rhetoric and Film Studies, Molecular Cell Biology, Engineering, Computer Science, and Math graduations.  No offense to all the other speakers, but the only good one came from my Engineering graduation.  I guess it just shows that engineers are so cool =).
Yesterday I also got to hang out with the underclassmen in the New Student Project.  Being able to hang out with all these people I care about is really important to me.  Just when I was getting down that summer was stealing my college life away from me, all these people pop back in... I can't even begin to say how uplifting that is.  I was planning on going over there this morning, but stupid registration fees threatened to block my graduation if I didn't get on the ball.  So I'm going to head back over there to hang out tonight instead, after work.


Tuesday, 5-27-03
Man, only like two days old and summer already is sucky.  I need a job, most of my friends have moved out, and I'm desperately trying to keep from moving home on a more permanent level.  When did summer turn from a care free time of going to the baseball card shop with friends, riding bikes, and chucking water balloons?  Remember those good ole days?  I think the fun ended when I started taking "summer jobs", also known as life-draining mind numbing boredom.  OK, tomorrow, after the math graduation, I'm gonna get down to bidnez.  Bye bye idleness.


Monday, 5-26-03
So my friend, who will remain nameless, finally got around to telling this girl that he really liked the last few years how he felt.  This is someone who he always walked home, bought dinners for, drove to where she needed to be, and always took time out of his busy schedule to be there for her.  She would always complain how she didn't have a boyfriend to him, but I guess she never realized what she had standing right by her, if she would only pay a little attention.  And when he told her, she reacted with surprise.  Surprise.  Man, that's exactly why nice guys like us just don't have girlfriends.   Despite what they say, girls never seem to want to get together with the guy who gets to know them first, and likes them for the more important reasons, like because of who they are.  Now my friend is depressed and the girl he likes is off to Europe for summer break, before heading off to grad school.  Hopefully something will click for them, if only for a while, when she gets back.  I feel for ya, man.


Monday, 5-26-03
Guess what?  I'm actually done!  I'm gradumacated!!!  Four years of nights down in the lab are finished.  Wow.  I'm still kinda in shock about all this.  Thanks all you guys who showed up to the engineering graduation.  It meant a lot to all of us down there, hearing that creative use of pots, pans, air horns, and of course... toilet paper.  Thanks, sistah manda and sistah heathah, for the cool guitar.  I'll be jammin with you guys all summer.


Saturday, 5-25-03
Yep, I graduate in less than 9 hours.  At least if I decide to pay off the rest of my registration fees.  Pretty crazy.  OK, time to get the wrinkles outa my gown, see you in the morning I hope.


Friday, 5-24-03
Whoa, just got done watching "The Ring", the American version.  Pretty creepy movie I have to say.  Uhh, is there anything else I can say about it?  Why did the little boy know everything?  What was with the cord coming out of her mouth?  I think I'd sum up this movie by saying.... what the hec??  Also like to thank both the guys of 304 on Dwight for spending all day cooking for your graduation celebration.  And to everyone at Durant Park Apartments, who's weekly get-togethers have been a wonderful blessing for all of us.


Thursday, 5-23-03
Done with college.  Can't say it finished on the greatest note, but it did end.  I get to walk this Saturday, for those of you who are still around and interested in being bored for 4 hours or so.  Family, if you read this, I'm sorry but attendance is mandatory.  In addition to searching for a job, I'm gonna look for cool things I can do with my site, like add homemade games or whatnot this summer.  I need some inspiration first.


Tuesday, 5-21-03
Final is tomorrow, 8am.  Remarkably unproductive today.  Unless watching the season finally of Smallville is considered productive. Hopefully I'll have a dream about one of the lectures I missed.  Unless its one of those dreams where you are looking at a book but can't read the words.... I don't see how that could help.  Wish me luck. 


Monday, 5-19-03
OK, I admit it, I've been slacking in studying.  Worse than usual for this time of year.  My final is in two days and I really have to get started!  I found myself studying at my friends graduation today, something I don't think she's gonna let me live down.  I'm totally lacking motivation right now, hence why I am writing this.  Usually, utter panic sets in by now, causing me to go on like a 5 day study session which pulls me through.  But I really feel like I'm already done... kinda the story for the entire semester.  At least, if I fail this class, I'd still graduate.  That's the benefit of getting all your classes done a semester early.  Well, Wednesday approaches like a train wreck, so I better get off to the library.


Sunday, 5-18-03
Went to the Greek Theater to see the English majors graduate today.  I didn't realize how many people I knew who were graduating today!  There was Joyce, Dan, Elizabeth, and for some reason, Dave Lai, from IV....  I saw my high school friends, Rachael Rubin, and Karla Langner.  There was Miranda and some other Union City peeps.  This is the first graduation that I've attended at Berkeley; it seemed even more casual than my high school graduation.  Next Saturday, I get to be the one who walks across that stage.... that's almost scary.  Before the english graduation, I went to see Emily and John get baptized... though I didn't know John was gonna get baptized too.  Full out dunk tank... haha.  I've only seen the annointing done before, so it was alittle different than I was expecting.  It was a cool reminder though, of the forgiveness that we constantly need and receive through God's grace.  Oh, also.... guess what I found....  IV has a Xanga blog ring!  Almost makes me wish I had a xanga account =).  If you wanna check it out, its linked on the left.


Saturday, 5-17-03
OK, now my sleep schedule has been totally thrown off.  I now wake from 9am-3, sleep for four hours or so, wake again till 3am, sleep and repeat.  This can't be good for studying.  That and the total lack of motivation (thank you Senioritis).  Today they released the summer schedule for work, and was pretty shocked when I only got two shifts a week for the summer, which won't be enough to stay in Berkeley.  I am left with the unappetizing choices of going home, or finding some other sort of menial labor to pay the rent.  Maybe the Tildon golf course is hiring, that could be fun.  I have no idea what I should do anymore, I feel kinda trapped into moving home, but we'll see where God leads me.  I'm looking forward to tomorrow, gonna head out to First Baptist to see Emily get baptized.  She's my first friend I know of who will have been baptized while in college.  Keep her in your prayers.


Friday, 5-16-03
Last all-nighter (as far as I'm concerned) happened yesterday.  We had a lab report due at 2 this afternoon, and spent all night writing it.  Three of us, writing non stop.  turned out to be like 40 pages long, which makes it officially the longest paper I've had to be a part of turning in at Berkeley.  We got it done with like 10 minutes to spare... unfortunately so did the rest of the class, and the printing queue took forever.  When we walked in to drop it off, at 2:20, the professor's secretary almost didn't accept ours.  Ugg, that's the way to pass around the heart attacks.  Well, its done.  On a brighter note, our BBQ was really cool last night.  Terry brought out these huge baskets of shiskabobs, fish, and pork, to go with my bags of chicken, Cindy's chicken and beef, and hotdogs and sausages.  Man, I swear I never will see so much meat again in my life!  Props to Terry for cooking stuff so well.  I also got to watch the Lakers lose, followed by the Kings winning.  By many definitions, that comes close to a perfect day.  Thanks all for coming out, and next week (5/24) we will be doing our end-of-semester bonfire at ocean beach.  Hope you can make it!


Thursday, 5-15-03
Spent the last few hours marinating meat for our apartment dinner BBQ tomorrow night.  Man we have a TON of meat!  Apartment dinners are one of the great things about my place... they've been going on for the past year and a half? Something like that.  This semester we've been doing it pretty weekly, usually up at Liz and Lisa's apartment.  Last week we had probably 20 people show up (mostly IV people... which is pretty cool), so this next week is probably a good time to move it outside.  Next week (5/24), as is end of semester tradition, we will be doing a bonfire at ocean beach which should be a lot of fun!  And you should come to both the bonfire and the bbq, cause you are so cool.  Seriously.  Come.


Wednesday, 5-14-03
I finally got my Mr. Men/Little Miss book from the IV junior group today.  I get to be "Mr. Snow", cause of all the ski trips I went on this year.  I managed to get up to the mountains with the Juniors, the Super-Seniors, and with Elliot, Wendy, Leon, and Wayne.... as well as numerous other ski excursions.  Yep, Mr. Snow fits me well.  Sam left me a nice note in the cover, making sure to boo those darn Kings fans (namely me).  Man, why you gotta rub it in when we're down?  My hardcore Kings friend confessed he cried when Webber got injured last week... and I'd believe him.  Oh well, at least I can take some solace in the fact that the Lakers aren't likely to make it to the finals again.  SO THERE Sam! heheh. j/k.


Tuesday, 5-13-03
Do you remember that scene from "Bowling for Columbine", where Michael Moore randomly walks into people's homes to see if they leave their doors unlocked?  Yeah, I fit into the crowd of getting walked in on.  As much as my roommate tries to get me to lock the door, if I'm home, what's the point?  I like having unexpected visitors drop by.  In a similar fashion, I generally leave the front curtain open if I'm home.  That's right, get a good look... I'll probably be sitting at my computer, listening to music, and updating my web page.  Exciting.  But I have to admit, for the second time this semester I was startled awake when my friend came in while I was asleep on the couch.  Imagine, your eyes open to see two eyes staring right back.... I think its her way of actually getting me to lock the door while I'm asleep.  Earlier this semester, when my roommate came in at 5 in the morning on Saturday (when I left the door unlocked), I almost took a nine iron to his head thinking he was someone breaking in.  This is causing me to re-evaluate my open door policy.  Maybe I'll add the provision, *you can come in, so long as I'm awake.  Basically, this means you have to be psychic to know if I'm asleep,  which has the drawbacks in that generally, people aren't psychic.  So I'm still working on a solution.


Monday, 5-12-03
My friend Gorretti wants to trade apartments with me.  Wow, would that ever be a good deal; she has the nicest apartment I've seen in Berkeley.  She's just attracted by our cheap rent... haha.  I'd seriously consider it, its only a block out from where I live now, but I'm not sure my roommate is up for moving.  Maybe he'll be more willing when our power gets shut off by PG&E.  Apparently, they haven't received our checks for the past few months, and claim we now owe them 210 dollars.  Dang!  Just when I thought my money was gonna make it through the month.  Ok, I don't have any other randomness to share.... except this


Sunday, 5-11-03
Happy Mothers Day mom!  All you kids out there better be calling your moms this coming morning, cause if you don't... well... you suck then.  I was trying to put together a cool card made of pictures of me and my sibs with our mom when I realized how camera shy she is.  None of us have pictures of our mom! =(.  I'm forced to pull out my one framed family picture for my plan to succeed.  Note to self: next time you go home bring a camera and see if you can't catch a picture of mom.  Two other things to mention, ended up going to see Beethoven's 9th Symphony at Hertz tonight, instead of going to the J5 concert.  Hey it was worth it to me, I got to hang out with Sharon, Joyce, and Chris and listen to some great classical music.  Second, I'm going to go see my friend Emily get baptized next Sunday.  Go Em!  Gotta go get work off for that day, tomorrow.  =)


Saturday, 5-10-03
I don't know how to describe everything that went on yesterday, except that it was marked with a lot of closure.  We started with our technically last day of World Impact tutoring.  I worked with a really smart 1st grader named Alphonzo, who loves to read.  The kids presented us with books which they went around the room signing for us... it was really cute.  Then, after taking some pictures, Joyce and I took off for senior large group prep.  We were both in a skit about the last four years in IV, which turned out pretty well.  Gotta give Elliot a bunch of credit for the skit he wrote; it was really funny.  Everything was great through the slide show and most of worship, then Jessie got up front for the last song... I don't even remember exactly what he said, but from then on out all I wanted to do was cry.  During the open mike, he came back out, and told us, "All I wanted to do all night, was get to that song and play it.  And when I got there, I never wanted it to end.  Now while that song did come to an end, I hope our song never does."  I think that is something I'm going to remember for a long long time.  Thank you, Intervarsity Christian Fellowship, for all the wonderful memories.


Friday, 5-09-03
How many of you saw the Kings game last night?  After routing the Mavs in game 1, they were blown out of the water in game 2 by a Dallas team that couldn't even miss a shot if they tried.  I mean, at the end of the first quarter, the score was 44-40.  Hec, there are days when our Cal bball team would hope for a simalar game score.  To top it off, our first half of the season MVP candidate Bobby Jackson broke his cheekbone, and our second half of the season MVP candidate Chris Webber had to be carried off the court by his teammates with an injured knee.  Back to the good news side of things, tonight is the last IV large group for the year, put on by the seniors.  Stop by the First Prez gym at 6:30!


Thursday, 5-08-03
Last night was our senior small group's last official get-together.  We went down to this restaurant on San Pablo, a really classy place we dressed up for.  Man we are a snazzy bunch =).  I'm gonna be missing these guys so much.... it seems like the closer that I get to graduating the more nostalgic I get about it.  And to think, just a few years ago when classes were chewing me up and spitting me out, I was already wanting to graduate.  I guess Berkeley has grown on me, eh?  Well, down to two more classes before I'm done with college.  Wow, does time fly.  Oh, also I finished 2nd place in my class tennis tourney... not too shabby.  I won two cans of balls for my feat.  By the way, Happy Birthday John!


Wednesday, 5-07-03
How many of you guys have checked out Buddyzoo.com?  Dave Lai sent this link to me earlier tonight, and its pretty cool... you can see the degree's of separation between people.  It declared that I had a popularity of 5, meaning I'm on 5 other peoples buddy lists.  Smarterchild, if you were wondering, was most popular.  Earlier today, I was hanging out on Sproul when a camera crew came up to ask if we had anything to say about the UC's new policy of not allowing students from SARS affected regions.  While I didn't have anything to say, I may have been seen sitting in the background of the interview on channel 5 last night.  Maybe my 5 seconds of fame will help me boost that buddyzoo popularity rating to 6 ;-).


Tuesday, 5-06-03
You ever notice that at three in the morning, you can barely put together a coherent sentence in conversation, while feeling incredibly insightful when writing a paper?  Maybe I should start proofreading my papers a little more thoroughly after waking up the next day, to make sure my brain didn't trick me in my sleep deprived state.  On a completely non-related note, I picked up some free tickets for the Jurassic 5 spring concert next Saturday.  But I am torn between that and going to Beethoven's 9th Symphony with Sharon, at the same time.  I'm right now leaning towards the latter.  Any suggestions? 


Monday, 5-05-03
Today started pretty badly.  My boss called me at 7:30 in the morning to yell at me because someone lost the keys to the library... and somehow since I was working the morning before, I must be involved in some conspiracy to steel books.  Do I strike people as irresponsible or something?  I heard she did that to several employees, so I'm convinced she was trying to scare a confession out of someone.  A few years ago a similar thing happened while I worked at Staples.  Some electronics equipment was stolen, and they brought in a private investigator to try to scare confessions out of the staff by locking them in a small room, and making trumped up accusations.  Man, is there ever a lack of trust in the American workplace.  If you don't believe me, you should read Dilbert and the Way of the Weasel... a great book by Scott Adams my friend gave me the other day.  I can hardly put it down, I've been laughing so hard.


Monday, 5-05-03
Today was senior appreciation day for IV, thrown by the staff.  We drove out to Vallejo to one of their grandparents homes, where they prepared a ton of different deserts for us =).  Basically we spent the whole night taking pictures and telling funny stories about things we did together in the past.  I got to hear some great stories about the group before I got involved with IV, such as Elliot throwing up all over himself and Carolyn's tendancy to "bite" people she is friends with.  A lot of the stuff people talked about was really touching; this was a really special group of friends.  Jess closed asking us, as we entered life after college, to figure out what we need to let die in our lives that we might find life again in Jesus.


Sunday, 5-04-03
Went to see FCS A Cappella (yeah I had to look that word up) at Dwinelle Hall tonight... err... technically yesterday, along with Stanford's Testimony.  Both were very good, and I had a great time getting to listen to a bunch of my friends singing.  I think the biggest surprise was listening to Ben sing... I didn't know he was such a talent!  I play poker sometimes with him and a bunch of other guys from aacf, so I was really surprised to even see him up there.  My favorite song they sang I didn't recognize at first, but Janet told me afterwards it was a slightly rewritten Michelle Branch song.... ugg.  I actually like their a cappella version better, so Janet said she'd send it to me on MP3 when she got the chance.  After the performance, I went to see X-Men 2 with a bunch of friends... pretty good movie.  I invited another friend along but we couldn't find her another ticket... dude I felt so bad. =P.  I owe her another movie, or at least Yogurt Park.


Saturday, 5-03-03
Today was the last large group for IVCF, not counting the one we are going to put on next week as a senior group.  Its so sad, IV really became my home this year.  I know I'm gonna be the kind of person who comes to the fellowship for a few months, even though I'm not a student.... haha.  So we didn't get to see X-Men 2 afterwards, cause it was sold out.  We ended up hanging out at Jessie's place instead, where I got to meet his roommate Dave, and Dave's cool keyboard.  I know where I'm going to spend all my time this month (I miss my piano).  Another next-to-last was World Impact today.  When we got down there, my car's radiator hose sprung a leak, spraying coolant all over the street.  We had to creep back home trying to keep the engine cool enough... watching the temperature gauge like it was a baseball score, creeping back and forth.  Just another sign that the Bischmobile is on its last leg.  Anyways, X2 is gonna be pushed back to Saturday night, call if you want in.


Thursday, 5-01-03
At about 9pm, my neighbor from upstairs came running in to tell us that an angry mob had formed out in front of our place, complete with torches and riot police.  Nice, the angry mob count at our place can be pushed up to three!  Naturally, we head out to chase down this mob and take pictures, Ethel still in her pajamas.  Our adventure started towards telegraph, since we figure that's where all the action is.  All the streets a block east and west of telegraph were blocked of by meter-maid cars in squadron formations.  A rumor took us to Peoples Park, but that was to no avail.  On our way back, we spotted some protesters on the edge of campus... finally some action.  But alas, it was the campus republicans staging a counter protest.  Apparently, the big crowd was some kind of pro communist group.  A cop told us that the crowd had headed down University, so we missed the real fun.  The republicans seemed pretty disappointed too, one guy shouted, "You hear that? We missed them, lets go get blitzed!"  So we went home, passing the riot police in a staging area across the street from our apartment.  I took a picture of Ethel and one of the riot police... but they weren't up for my idea of posing with her in a headlock, or taking a fake swing at one another.  Oh well.  Maybe next riot.


Thursday, 5-01-03
So its 6:45 in the morning, and I just walked in from lab.  Man, this is one part of eecs that I WON'T miss.  You know that its a bad sign when the only time you see sunrises is on your way home for the night.  We had a guest speaker at small group last night, talked about prayer and how to make it effective in your life.  It was our last small group together at Sharon and Karen's place... next week we will be going out to dinner to wrap up the year.  It's really depressing knowing that all these great people I've met this year will be moving on with life, when all I really want to do is continue to get to know them better.  At least some of them will be around for the summer... I'll still be able to hang out with them for a while.


Wednesday, 4-30-03
It seems to me that the blog craze is reaching a frenzy... everyone has one now and I'm falling out of the loop.  Now while I may have escaped (so far) the leash cell phones put on their users, and since I finally finished all those spring break pages, its time I let myself get hooked into one of these fads.  Anyways, I generally approve of blogs as a good way to keep in touch with people... and seeing as I am graduating soon, well I might as well start one.  Also, maybe my website will see some regular updates =).  Now the plan is to make this just general random observations.  Take it all with a grain of salt.