stillness

fui ni osowarete shimau   aru hazu no nai omokage
anata no egao ni miegakureshite ita 'sabishisa' ni kidzukenakute
sodachitsudzuketa omoi wo tada oshitsukete ita n'da ne
sore ga tadashii to shinjita hitomi ni namida ga afureta
I was suddenly attacked
By shadows that weren't there
For I hadn't noticed the 'loneliness'
That peeked out sometimes from under your smile
It seems I was only forcing onto you
The feelings that were growing inside of me
As I came to understand that,
Tears flowed from my eyes

kono mama kitto wasurerarete iku n'darou
kono mama zutto wasurerarenai n'darou   anata wo
onaji basho de I love you... I miss you...
nante imi no nai kotoba
Just the way things are now,
Surely I can forget and move on
Just the ways things are now,
I'll never be able to forget you, will I...
In this very place, 'I love you...', 'I miss you...'
What meaningless words they are...

ano hi kara hitosu dake atama wo hanarenai no wa
saigo ni anata ga kureta 'yasashisa' uso da to wa omoenakute
sodachitsudzuketa omoi wa KATACHI wo kaeru koto sae
dekizu ni ima demo ibasho no nai mama   samayotte iru noni
From that day on,
The only thing I could believe was that
The 'kindess' you gave me at the very end
Was not a lie
Even so, my feelings have kept growing
And, unable to reshape even now,
I wander about aimlessly,
Completely lost.

kono mama sotto wasurerarete yuku mae ni
kono mama sotto wasurete shimaitai   anata wo
kono mune ni wa I love you... I miss you...
keshite todokanai kotoba
Just the ways things are now,
Before I can quietly forget and move on
Just the ways things are now,
I want to quietly forget about you
The words in my heart, 'I love you...', 'I miss you...'
Will never reach you.

kisetsu ga sotto toorisugite yuku you ni
anata wo sotto wasurete shimaitai   itsu made mo
kawarazu zutto I love you... I miss you...
nante imi no nai kotoba
Like the seasons quietly passing by
I want to quietly forget about you, for all time
Forever unchanging, I love you... I miss you...
What meaningless words they are...

I love you... I miss you...
keshite todokanai
I love you... I miss you...
They will never reach you.