Thoughts
Thought 1: Dad has been here for 4 days now. So has Rose. I don’t know why she’s here. I didn’t even know she was coming to stay with us until I saw her. Anyways, it’s weird enough to have my Dad here, but now there’s Rose, too. This totally screws up any kind of work or fun that I was going to do over spring break. Looks like it’s going to be a bad vacation, as usual. Maybe I should consider taking some time off when school is in session, so that I can actually get quality vacation time away from Moraga. I guess the reason that it’s weird is because I live alone usually, but I think it’s mainly because Rose is here and I don’t know her very well. I’m thinking when I move to LA, I should live in such a small shack that no one can come visit me :-P.
Thought 2: Sometimes I feel that it i better for people to not have to deal with me, be burdened with me. This way, I don’t have to deal with them, either. I guess this world doesn’t need another pessimistic person like me. In times of need, it feels like there is no one around me … I guess I’ll just depend on myself, as always.
Thought 3: Why is everyone demanding so much! I need a break. Maybe I should just disappear for a while, drop out of college. Or maybe sell my soul to get more time.
so u decided on ucla?
Comment by amy — March 30, 2008 @ 7:23 am